I love nature this time of the year. I love the quiet. I love the snow. I love the cold air in my lungs. I love how everything seems to pause.

I love both Solstice windows. The Summer Solstice happens to be my solar return, so I feel completely embodied and fulfilled in the light. The Winter Solstice pushes me to get clear and truthful about any obstacles or challenges that stand in the way of my path.

If everything were easy and abundant, then where is the growth? Sometimes the growth comes in the challenge, from getting pushed, from taking initiative, from honoring your worth. And whether nature seems to pause or everything moves fast, we can still show up in the moment, gifted with the offerings on the table — opportunities AND challenges. Both are divine.

Nature doesn’t make judgments about right or wrong... or if you’re enlightened or learning. Only humans do that. All paths eventually lead to the same destination.

The best way to thrive in these times is to live your purpose. And I’m not saying that you need to find your dharma NOW and stick to that one thing forever. I’ve done many things and will continue to do many things. I mean living through your authentic, divine gifts. Your gifts are God. They are your soul expressing through you. They are why you are here. When you honor that purpose, you will honor the exact role you’re designed to fill.

Your purpose at this time may be as simple as sharing messages of kindness or helping people see things from a different perspective. It might mean you serve 100,000 people or just one. That part doesn’t matter. What matters is that it comes from love. What matters is that it’s YOU. It has to be you. It’s easy enough to model or repackage what someone else is doing — and trust me, that temptation is real — but the divine flame manifests itself through each person in a specific way. It has to be harnessed through you in order for it to work. Energy isn’t borrowed. It’s created. Manifestation only works when it’s your authentic truth.

And with the South Node in Sagittarius right now, the path won’t come from a teacher or guru. It comes through your work, your inquiry, your knowledge (Gemini). Neptune squaring the Gemini/Sag nodes is bringing awareness to the illusions that have kept us from our purpose. It has taken down the gurus and the idea that you need permission to do your divine work. It has shown you the possibilities that exist within.

We’ve had a lot of time to explore. The level of awakening has been intense and swift. We have less than a month until Jupiter and Saturn meet in 0 Aquarius to launch this new age. It’s time to harness everything you’ve learned and embody your role in this new paradigm.

There will be fear... and resistance... and tests. It’s never easy. It’s incredibly vulnerable. We’re all being faced with these choices and illusions now in different ways... and it WILL get more intense.

I’m not the teacher who is going to help you stay in your comfort zone. I’m not going to repeat and repackage the same systems that worked 10 or 100 years ago. I’m the one who’s going to come here, again and again, to remind you that you’re the creator. That you are God. That you are the one in control. That you have the power. That you know exactly what you’re here to do. Maybe it’s tough love, but this is what my guides are pushing me to do... every day.

I’m exactly where you are... being pushed. Being tested. These are my nodal placements, after all. I’m hardcore Saturnian sometimes, but it’s because I believe in you. It’s because I’m hella determined, working on me every day, and honoring my truth every day to serve in the way *only I can.* And to remind you that you’ll serve in a way that only YOU can. I’m taking the risks and following my intuition to show you that it’s possible. You can do this, and I can’t wait to witness it.

How long do you hover your step
Before you choose a way?

With Mars moving forward now,
Spirit pushing, that uncomfortable nudge... we know
It will all change.
We all leave the womb at some point.
We all get shattered into a complicated puzzle,
Piece by piece, assembling our divine gifts
Into our greatest self,
In this moment,
And in this new way.

Comfort is a fleeting fancy.
To be human is to be perpetually uncomfortable,
Lesson after lesson,
Choice upon choice,
Learning to see past the illusions
Of your own mind.

Do you choose to soar and elevate
Like the eagle,
Guided by the call of spirit
On an ever-shifting breeze?

Do you choose safety and root
While the cosmic matrix unfolds
And another hero steps forward
To claim your role?

Everything has been aligned in your favor,
Yet the choice remains,
To cling to human limitations
Or embody your greatness.
To allow fear to hold you back
Or take love as the divine sword and shield.

How long do we repeat the same stories
Before we are brave enough to choose
What REALLY scares us,
That which proves our readiness
To evolve to ultimate Union?

To the accusers,
Who simply couldn’t understand
That the power of the mystic
Doesn’t exist in structure and laws.
To the ones who couldn’t fathom
The magick derived from elements outside
Your books and boxes.
I get it.
Our desire and submission
Doesn’t follow the straight and predictable line.
How can you control the one
Who sees beyond your existence?
Who can feel the pulse of the earth?
Who can shift the air with one seductive glance?
So they say, the feminine must fight.
She must be strong, she must make her demands.
She must control, because softness is weak.
No.
No.
No.
The Goddess won’t submit to your unwillingness
To lead.

To the persecuted,
I can hear your howls on the wind.
I hear your grief.
I feel the love given to the fire.
They burned you. They drowned you.
They betrayed you. They covered you.
They took your breath.
They cursed your spells and elixirs
That bled the lines
Of man-made science.
But I say, those curses are wasted.
Because magick still reigns in the wisdom of our ancestors.
It flows through our veins,
In our earth wisdom,
And in between our legs.
The naysayers will tell you
Magick is privileged art.
They will say access is only granted
By books and boxes of a different name.
No.
No.
No.
The divine is in everything,
In everyone.

Are you afraid of the serpent?
Do you run when the raven calls?
Do you cower in fear
When the Morrigan arrives?

Or are you willing to walk through the fires
And take the warrior’s sword,
As a knight, devoted,
On the quest for love?

I can love the way you think, even if my ego doesn’t agree. I can love where your heart is coming from, even it means we’re traveling in different directions. I can see and love you completely without the expectation of anything in return.

The fact that we have this capacity for infinite ways of perceiving is a reminder of just how expansive the creator is.

Our time here is limited, and relationships come and go like the seasons. We don’t have time to hide, to avoid our feelings, or to allow fear, differences, or expectation to get in the way of true connection. I believe the world is grieving because we are further separating from one another, when we really just want to come together and be held.

There’s nothing to prove, no tests to pass, no complications or games or constant analysis. All you have to do is show up and be you. And that means you can express freely from the ever-present energy of love — because love won’t reject you. Only you can reject you. Love wants you exactly as you are, and will receive you exactly as you are.

Because, WOW. 🤩

I can feel the ancestors around me,
Moving the puzzle pieces into place,
Preparing me.
It’s that familiar melancholy,
When I know something will have to go.
When there’s deeper work ahead.

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I resist, and they ask me,

How much longer will you wait?

How much longer will you accept what you’ve long outgrown?

How much longer will you pretend to believe things will change?

How much longer will you give energy to relationships that make you feel like an inconvenience?

How much longer will you repeat the same addictive emotional patterns from the past?

Love is by your side — no matter what — but you are better than these old memories, past mistakes, unnecessary hurts, and feeling unworthy.

You know this.

Can you admit that you’re ready?

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The ancestors are trusting us to release the one foot still stuck in the old paradigm.

Any entanglement keeping you in lack needs to be released, so you can be present for those who love you, who teach you, who *choose* you... over division, over fear, over polarity.

Even if it feels like you already let go of so much. The big tests are ahead. The ones you always knew you would have to face eventually.

Some people will keep both feet firmly planted. That’s their role. But not yours.

You are supported.

You are held.

You can do this.

And so can I.

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Love is all around you, seeping

From the essence of your God-force,

Waiting for you to show up

In all ways.

This world will not reject you.

Only you can do that

In your choices,

In your unmet desires, in your

Yearning for those

Who cannot see you.

When you try to hide from the truth,

When you isolate yourself to protect

Your self-fulfilling fears, it only creates

More suffering.

And the world loses,

In the end.

Because your gifts

Are meant to serve us all.

I had a dream last week that cracked my heart open. I had so much love, so much energy flowing through me that I was half in a state of bliss and half in a state of longing for this other world beyond the earthly plane that seemed impossible and inaccessible.

It wasn’t the first time.

This is different than samadhi. I’ve had those moments, too — these awakenings as if another eye is opening — realizing what I am and why I’m here. Often the sensation and awareness of oneness fades and integrates. It becomes like a DNA codec, a part of me always there but deactivated so that I can stay grounded in this realm. I don’t often talk about these things, because of the fear of being ostracized as crazy. A fear created from traumatic past life experiences of being persecuted and shamed, from childhood when I was mocked and alienated.

In fact, I remember a lot of things. I hear a lot of things. I know a lot of things. Many of you in my life are a part of my soul/dimensional memories. Many of you might, indeed, think I have a screw loose — might disregard what you know I am intellectually capable of and have been able achieve... and I don’t really care anymore.

I’m saying these things because a vast majority of you have had similar experiences. Many of you seek me or others out because you think you’re alone... but you’re not. To me, what’s alone is staying isolated in a construct of a limited matrix — quantum reductionism if you will — believing in the simplicity of cause/effect, control/outcome, process/solution, truth/assimilation. That’s not my world... anymore. And if you think that simplistic perception is the majority, I will have to disagree. Most of the people I know have experienced things, even crazier than me (and I have some c r a z y stories). It’s not a fairy tale. It’s an actual outcome of being in a multidimensional quantum reality. It’s time to awaken to the truth.

Not with your mind. Yes, you can open that channel with any number of tools and “medicines,” but this awakening happens in the heart. When you’re ready to experience actual LOVE — which is scary as shit, but the origin of everything you are and everything you can become. <3

The more uncertain things become to the rational mind, the more my heart cracks open.

Because I am in the divine flow that knows no separation or structure.

I can acknowledge the rules and boxes and still dance freely among them.

I can sit at the cosmic dinner table with fear and laugh at his antics.

We are perfectly imperfect, beautifully fragile, yet master creators weaving a tapestry of divine union.

Every thread is a part of the invisible spark that connects us all, guiding us to quantum mastery.

We only need to listen, to remember, to choose desire over control, to dine with love when she beckons, and drink the intoxicating elixir of life.

Show up.

When life is good, when it’s uncertain, when it’s difficult, when it’s dull, when it’s exciting, when it’s challenging, when it’s testing you.

Show up.

Change doesn’t have to be an obstacle. It can be the opportunity that allows you to show up in a different way.

You’re here because you have something to offer. And we’re waiting for you. All of you.

Even when it seems like everything is going against you,

Show up.

Even when it seems like everything is easy and abundant,

Show up.

We did not come here to be the walking dead. We came here to live. To wake up. To show up.

For you, for me, for the new paradigm.

Own your life force and let’s get to it.